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Approaching the day Oh that day Fate tempts Yet I ignore it Telling it That was the past Fear and excitement This is something I can't escape from No hiding Pacing back and forth Looking to the clock Tick        Tick                Ticking The days pass by In the blink of an eye Wait I'm not ready I'm not that strong Not another year... 30.... Feeling my soul; so ***** Tainted Dragging me down To the depths of the unspeakable 1... None, nothing Inside I feel nothing But everything all at once 2... You raised me Yet what do you know Of my pain? 3... A sea Waves crashing down Like everything I touch 4... Knocking on the door How could I do more? I am in constant wonder 5... Survive That's all I have to do Right? 6... Fix This Mess 7... Today is the day Throw my life away Or should I stay? They sing They dance But they don't know 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13... 14... The day I planned The day I longed for Now fearing Leering... Plan ahead Don't dread It's all in your head It's all in your head... The past is the past Don't cut the cord It's not your place To erase all you know - Jay M April 30, 2019
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Apr 30, 2019
Apr 30, 2019 at 5:05 PM UTC
"Happy" Birthday
Approaching the day Oh that day Fate tempts Yet I ignore it Telling it That was the past Fear and excitement This is something I can't escape from No hiding Pacing back and forth Looking to the clock Tick        Tick                Ticking The days pass by In the blink of an eye Wait I'm not ready I'm not that strong Not another year... 30.... Feeling my soul; so ***** Tainted Dragging me down To the depths of the unspeakable 1... None, nothing Inside I feel nothing But everything all at once 2... You raised me Yet what do you know Of my pain? 3... A sea Waves crashing down Like everything I touch 4... Knocking on the door How could I do more? I am in constant wonder 5... Survive That's all I have to do Right? 6... Fix This Mess 7... Today is the day Throw my life away Or should I stay? They sing They dance But they don't know 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13... 14... The day I planned The day I longed for Now fearing Leering... Plan ahead Don't dread It's all in your head It's all in your head... The past is the past Don't cut the cord It's not your place To erase all you know - Jay M April 30, 2019
#depression#tempted#birthday
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20/GF/the void
Apr 30, 2019
Apr 30, 2019 at 5:05 PM UTC
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