i don’t know why it was so hard to admit. i was in love and i didn’t even want to notice it.
i now see it and i understand. how to not be in love with her. she was everything i ever dreamed. we were so mentally close it was scary for both. or maybe .. just for me.
but now she is gone. disappeared. perhaps lost. and im such a fool.
why did i realize that feeling was love when she is already gone?
i guess i was scared. or too busy falling for her.
Apr 22, 2019
Apr 22, 2019 at 8:51 PM UTC
i don’t know why it was so hard to admit. i was in love and i didn’t even want to notice it.
i now see it and i understand. how to not be in love with her. she was everything i ever dreamed. we were so mentally close it was scary for both. or maybe .. just for me.
but now she is gone. disappeared. perhaps lost. and im such a fool.
why did i realize that feeling was love when she is already gone?
i guess i was scared. or too busy falling for her.
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