quiero que te transformes
en la poesía
que calme mi vida
y que dejes de ser las lágrimas
que me estancan
me debilitan
y me entorpecen
el vivir, el sentir, el reír
quiero que vuelvas a ser
calma en mi caminar
mar en mis oídos
y estrellas en mi cielo
quiero que vuelvas
Nov 11, 2019
Nov 11, 2019 at 6:38 PM UTC
me olvido de mi soledad
cuando te imagino
abrazándome en la oscuridad
y mi corazón se vuelve el sol
me abrigas, me das calor
Nov 11, 2019
Nov 11, 2019 at 6:36 PM UTC
desde que me dejaste,
me fui acostumbrando
a tu ausencia
a la falta de tu risa como banda sonora
a la falta de magia en mis días
antes me partías en dos,
de la paz
ahora me partís en dos,
de la ausencia.
Aug 24, 2019
Aug 24, 2019 at 8:05 PM UTC
te extraño tanto
no puedo pasar por esto sola
la ironía de necesitarte
para olvidarte
Aug 24, 2019
Aug 24, 2019 at 8:02 PM UTC
why did i have to lose you to realize i loved you?
i was in love with you. and you is not you anymore. you’ve changed. the you i loved died and now my love is dead. you is dead. and there is nothing i can do to bring it back to life.
the only place where i can be with you again is in my dreams. nowhere. everywhere. innocent and harmful.
i will never forget you. you’ll always live inside me whether i want it or not.
To you, who is now dead
this is my final goodbye
Rest in peace
Jul 3, 2019
Jul 3, 2019 at 10:24 PM UTC
i want to be able to meet your demons.
to know how they are
and who they are
with that knowledge
i will make sure
none of them
is like me
or has my name
written on it
May 23, 2019
May 23, 2019 at 6:53 PM UTC
i might have thrown the love of my life away.
May 19, 2019
May 19, 2019 at 11:47 AM UTC
like the morning misses the sun
in a sunday morning
like the morning misses coffee
in a monday morning
like the need of your arms
while i cry
like my skin misses yours
every night
like my loneliness misses yours
every second
of every day
I miss you
and I know
I always will
Apr 29, 2019
Apr 29, 2019 at 8:33 AM UTC
i don’t know why it was so hard to admit. i was in love and i didn’t even want to notice it.
i now see it and i understand. how to not be in love with her. she was everything i ever dreamed. we were so mentally close it was scary for both. or maybe .. just for me.
but now she is gone. disappeared. perhaps lost. and im such a fool.
why did i realize that feeling was love when she is already gone?
i guess i was scared. or too busy falling for her.
Apr 22, 2019
Apr 22, 2019 at 8:51 PM UTC