Is this?

Solo2472 Poems

Is this the end? I know now that have nothing more to give or send. My will seems that it will no longer bend. Is this rainstorm finally done? I think this is finally my turn for fun under the sun. My hopes and dreams now broken, awaiting to be redone. Is this a new chance? I hope I can keep on going in this never ending dance. My sturdy mind is finally breaking it's stance. Is this how I will be? I don't know if I will ever be able to fully see. My future is amidst a violent thundering sea. Is this a chance for a new love? I doubt it because of these thoughts from above. My scars on my wrist in consequence of. Is this my life? I say thinking this as I reach for the knife. My mind slowly being driven by truths and lies. Is this my only question? I wonder as I'm fueled by my depression. My want to finally make this confession. Is this my only fate ? I only believe that I can sit and just wait. My life is in a worsening state. Is this what I need to do? I am uncertain if this is how to start anew. My uncertainty is something I need to plow through. Is this counseling really working? I have wishes that this is certain. My new ways seem so supporting. Is this what I want? I have to try to be more celebrant. My joys must act more so an antidepressant. Is this right? I cover my sorrows at the sight. My friends try to act as some sort of light. Is this the end? I hope you will be my friend. My heart doesn't want to just pretend. So please... Please be my friend... I don't want to be alone as I finally comprehend... All these questions that I always suspend....