i get ****** up
so i can forget the hurt
i'm sitting here dizzy
i don't know where to go
i pick up my phone
and stare at your name
but i know you won't answer my call
i'm dead asleep when you wake me up
i always answer
and you don't even say hello
you just do some ****** up ****
and hang up the phone
but tonight i won't answer
your late night calls
i won't let my heart race
to the shrills of your ringtone
my heart is racing with the pumping of my veins
the pounding in my finger tips
the hot ring of fire around my eyes
the thrill of knowing i'm ****** up
and not off of you
i won't answer you anymore
i know you don't care
what i do to myself anymore
if i'm ****** up, i'm just ****** up
just stop calling me when your girlfriends asleep
waking me from my vicious dreams
because you decided to remember me
Mar 22, 2019
Mar 22, 2019 at 12:07 AM UTC
i get ****** up
so i can forget the hurt
i'm sitting here dizzy
i don't know where to go
i pick up my phone
and stare at your name
but i know you won't answer my call
i'm dead asleep when you wake me up
i always answer
and you don't even say hello
you just do some ****** up ****
and hang up the phone
but tonight i won't answer
your late night calls
i won't let my heart race
to the shrills of your ringtone
my heart is racing with the pumping of my veins
the pounding in my finger tips
the hot ring of fire around my eyes
the thrill of knowing i'm ****** up
and not off of you
i won't answer you anymore
i know you don't care
what i do to myself anymore
if i'm ****** up, i'm just ****** up
just stop calling me when your girlfriends asleep
waking me from my vicious dreams
because you decided to remember me
now im wide awake at night
