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What did they say? I walked out with the rain falling on my face in total dismay Smokey plumes float past Is it relatable toxic? No, I need oxygen to clear my own path I watch the clouds give way And wonder if like the sun  I will get a lucky break I feel the heat begin to melt My own friend who's whispered me help Starts to dissipate like a snowman on new years day Has everything he said been a lie? Every direction of his affection just to get me by? But my friend is the one I trust This lady was nice but I never felt that she steered me right  How could she? We've only just met Now I've got to break down our walls Just because its for the best? Ha I get it man I'm depressed and this is a test of my faith to you my friend you know me best For Every hurdle that fell,  For every story I tell,  Our memory unfurls for every step through hell I couldn't begin to tell you how much **** you put me through too.  I can't remember if it was for the best for me or the best for you. Every doubt in my brain you made so I could refrain from showing myself off again But maybe they are right I shouldn't listen to you anymore We lone wolves but now I take my advice from and subscribe to a different pack Breathe its ok, you feel like a robot and it's just a phase they say! To me it's just another locus within the plague I find myself on this high-rise and try as I might I can't hear your voice Its void vs void the choice is the same I can chose to make myself happy While others are burdened with my pain Or I can be the reason there's still a smile on everyones face. So I sway, and I sway. I miss you buddy, always deep within the caves of my mind Right or wrong what you instruct made me feel insanely safe And now I've forced you away I feel more pain than everyone claimed I have Now I've got to think of a future where your not there And I have to admit I'm feeling Pretty scared The normality of reality Is grim but I must bare And the silence is just not fair Goodbye my friend You've done nothing good for me Or so they say so you must leave Is this the feeling of ok? It must be! But this world I've been dropped in I don't properly trust it And now my knees are buckling Apparently my mind is clear Everyone says I'm on the road of mend But deep inside I'm still suffering. All because you are not here The whispers are gone The silence is deafening I'm a different man Because you were forced to leave me We've been told to take it one day at a time You dissolved into the caves of my mind While I strengthen mine I just hope we see each other on the other side I'm just waiting for the other side
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Mar 18, 2019
Mar 18, 2019 at 4:27 AM UTC
Stockholm
What did they say? I walked out with the rain falling on my face in total dismay Smokey plumes float past Is it relatable toxic? No, I need oxygen to clear my own path I watch the clouds give way And wonder if like the sun  I will get a lucky break I feel the heat begin to melt My own friend who's whispered me help Starts to dissipate like a snowman on new years day Has everything he said been a lie? Every direction of his affection just to get me by? But my friend is the one I trust This lady was nice but I never felt that she steered me right  How could she? We've only just met Now I've got to break down our walls Just because its for the best? Ha I get it man I'm depressed and this is a test of my faith to you my friend you know me best For Every hurdle that fell,  For every story I tell,  Our memory unfurls for every step through hell I couldn't begin to tell you how much **** you put me through too.  I can't remember if it was for the best for me or the best for you. Every doubt in my brain you made so I could refrain from showing myself off again But maybe they are right I shouldn't listen to you anymore We lone wolves but now I take my advice from and subscribe to a different pack Breathe its ok, you feel like a robot and it's just a phase they say! To me it's just another locus within the plague I find myself on this high-rise and try as I might I can't hear your voice Its void vs void the choice is the same I can chose to make myself happy While others are burdened with my pain Or I can be the reason there's still a smile on everyones face. So I sway, and I sway. I miss you buddy, always deep within the caves of my mind Right or wrong what you instruct made me feel insanely safe And now I've forced you away I feel more pain than everyone claimed I have Now I've got to think of a future where your not there And I have to admit I'm feeling Pretty scared The normality of reality Is grim but I must bare And the silence is just not fair Goodbye my friend You've done nothing good for me Or so they say so you must leave Is this the feeling of ok? It must be! But this world I've been dropped in I don't properly trust it And now my knees are buckling Apparently my mind is clear Everyone says I'm on the road of mend But deep inside I'm still suffering. All because you are not here The whispers are gone The silence is deafening I'm a different man Because you were forced to leave me We've been told to take it one day at a time You dissolved into the caves of my mind While I strengthen mine I just hope we see each other on the other side I'm just waiting for the other side
#depression#therapy
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Memoirsfromthethrone
27/M/UK
Mar 18, 2019
Mar 18, 2019 at 4:27 AM UTC
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