I might be in the red zone
unable to clear my head
I don't trust you anymore
your lied that I've been fed.
You call yourself a "God"
and make all these promises
but when a loyal follower has a need
you just make them beg
I begged and begged and begged for years
"Please let me have a child."
You dangled it right in my face
the child I will never have
My life now feels empty
so completely incomplete
its filled with overwhelming dread
can't get this out of my head.
Jan 25, 2019
Jan 25, 2019 at 2:50 PM UTC
I might be in the red zone
unable to clear my head
I don't trust you anymore
your lied that I've been fed.
You call yourself a "God"
and make all these promises
but when a loyal follower has a need
you just make them beg
I begged and begged and begged for years
"Please let me have a child."
You dangled it right in my face
the child I will never have
My life now feels empty
so completely incomplete
its filled with overwhelming dread
can't get this out of my head.
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