my body lays flat on the bed
a body part pointing to each of the four world corners
my sky a light oak tree ceiling
Lana Del Rey is on the radio
the thoughts
How does she understand me so well?
How come I’ve never felt like that before?
occur and intertwine at the same time
the way she shares a little piece of her soul
her wandering, capricious, lusting soul
it’s beautiful
I want to be able to do that too
I wonder
which part of the body holds the soul?
first I cut my toe off
my curiosity simply took over
my foot quickly following along
a rush
floods over me
a leg must lend it’s life
then a finger
my right arm
my collarbones could be used as drumsticks
there are no drums in the song
my left hand is taken apart one finger at a time
I cut down the lifeline
I watch the blood spill out
it stops and
I heave my shoulder joints
next my eyes are up
I rip them out and turn them 180 degrees
so they stare into the sockets they left behind
eyes are after all said to be the window to the soul
I guess they aren’t
the ears are next in line
the other leg
I cut the skin on my throat into star shaped pieces
they sned down onto the gray carpet like alphabeat pasta snow
my nose lands atop my foot
it’s a strange sight
why you call them apple cheeks
I don’t know
they just look like bald rats to me
my stomach I slice open along the scar
I got the summer I crawled into a spruce tree and
caught a broken branch on my way down
left to itself
my heart lays flat on the bed
Lana Del Rey is on the radio
a body part pointing to each of the four world corners
my sky a light oak tree ceiling
I didn’t find my soul
only blood
nerve strings
pulsing muscle
a liver
two kidneys
among other things
maybe the soul isn’t connected to the body
maybe it doesn't matter because
I feel whole
I feel like
I’m in one piece.
Jan 13, 2019
Jan 13, 2019 at 10:58 AM UTC
my body lays flat on the bed
a body part pointing to each of the four world corners
my sky a light oak tree ceiling
Lana Del Rey is on the radio
the thoughts
How does she understand me so well?
How come I’ve never felt like that before?
occur and intertwine at the same time
the way she shares a little piece of her soul
her wandering, capricious, lusting soul
it’s beautiful
I want to be able to do that too
I wonder
which part of the body holds the soul?
first I cut my toe off
my curiosity simply took over
my foot quickly following along
a rush
floods over me
a leg must lend it’s life
then a finger
my right arm
my collarbones could be used as drumsticks
there are no drums in the song
my left hand is taken apart one finger at a time
I cut down the lifeline
I watch the blood spill out
it stops and
I heave my shoulder joints
next my eyes are up
I rip them out and turn them 180 degrees
so they stare into the sockets they left behind
eyes are after all said to be the window to the soul
I guess they aren’t
the ears are next in line
the other leg
I cut the skin on my throat into star shaped pieces
they sned down onto the gray carpet like alphabeat pasta snow
my nose lands atop my foot
it’s a strange sight
why you call them apple cheeks
I don’t know
they just look like bald rats to me
my stomach I slice open along the scar
I got the summer I crawled into a spruce tree and
caught a broken branch on my way down
left to itself
my heart lays flat on the bed
Lana Del Rey is on the radio
a body part pointing to each of the four world corners
my sky a light oak tree ceiling
I didn’t find my soul
only blood
nerve strings
pulsing muscle
a liver
two kidneys
among other things
maybe the soul isn’t connected to the body
maybe it doesn't matter because
I feel whole
I feel like
I’m in one piece.
