As she lies bleeding on the floor
I promised I would do no more
Harm to Myself I really tried
But even I knew that I had lied
Now I am dying and no one is home
I has no help I is all alone
I wants to get up and fix it all
But there is no one left for her to call
Now as I dies on the floor
I hears everyone calling I a *****
I hears them calling out cutter-slut
Now I wishes I didn't cut
I wishes I could prove them wrong
But now that dream sounds far too long
I made the choice and now I will loose
I wishes that I could choose
If I could I would choose life
If only I didn't grab that knife
Jan 11, 2019
Jan 11, 2019 at 1:23 PM UTC
As she lies bleeding on the floor
I promised I would do no more
Harm to Myself I really tried
But even I knew that I had lied
Now I am dying and no one is home
I has no help I is all alone
I wants to get up and fix it all
But there is no one left for her to call
Now as I dies on the floor
I hears everyone calling I a *****
I hears them calling out cutter-slut
Now I wishes I didn't cut
I wishes I could prove them wrong
But now that dream sounds far too long
I made the choice and now I will loose
I wishes that I could choose
If I could I would choose life
If only I didn't grab that knife
October 25, 2016
thank god my mom found me before anything happened
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