Lost in a world, that scares me to death,
Lost in a crowd, I'm losing my breath.
Lost as a boy, lost as a man,
I need to grow up, don't think I can.
Lost as a person, can't find my way.
Lost in life, every day.
Lost in worry, who am I?
All my life, I've lived a lie.
Lost to kindness, lost to love,
Lost in a sky, like a new-born dove.
Lost in thought, which I shouldn't do,
It winds me up, I can’t get through.
Lost to comfort, all kind words,
Lost to advice, it isn't heard.
Lost to those who really care,
All these people, always there.
Lost in me, I need a break,
Lost in wonder, which road to take?
Lost in a place I don't know well,
Where are you now? There's no one to tell.
Lost here, all alone,
Lost apart from the mobile phone.
Lost still, there are no calls.
I'm struggling alone, to break these walls.
Lost in mind, lost in soul,
Lost memories, they're just a hole.
Lost family, lost mate,
Gone now, yet I'm full of hate.
Lost in a straight world, and I am gay,
Lost now, for what to say,
Lost in boredom, think I'll leave.
There's a lot in life I need to achieve.
Mar 20, 2019
Mar 20, 2019 at 1:48 PM UTC
You ask how much I love you
And then you ask once more
And so my love I'll tell you now
As I did once before.
I love you more than flowers love
The rising of the sun
I love you more than horses love
The plains on which they run.
I love you more than eagles love
The currents way up high
I love you more than rainbows love
The droplets in the sky.
I love you more than fishes love
The sea in which they swim
I love you more than sea birds love
The waves on which they skim.
I love you more than moonbeams love
The planets as they turn
I love you more than starships love
The void through which they burn.
I love you more than Paris loved
Fair Helen's days in Troy
I love you more than any girl
Has every loved a boy.
I love you more than Shakespeare loved
The muses in his verse
I love you more than rich old men
Love money in their purse.
I love you more than yesterday,
And every day before,
I think that when tomorrow comes
I'll love you even more.
Although you see I love you much
One thing I must confess
I love you so much more than words
Could ever help express.
Forever Yours,
Noah
Jan 24, 2019
Jan 24, 2019 at 2:26 PM UTC
if you were my drug
id take you every day
just so i can waste away
if you stay at the bay
ill head your way
theres nothing left to smug
squash like a bug
NEVER!
never let me be
never let me flee
i love you with all my life
dont let me bleed my love
Jan 15, 2019
Jan 15, 2019 at 1:48 PM UTC
Who do I have?
Heaven and hell, my friend, my friend
I won't fit in here
Everything must end
Hello, from the dark side end
Does anybody here wanna be my friend? (my friend)
Want it all to end
Tell me when the **** is it all gon' end?
Voices in my head telling me I'm gonna end up dead
So save me, before I fall
So save me, I don't wanna be all alone
So save me, before I fall
So save me, I don't wanna be all alone
~Xxxtentacion~
Jan 15, 2019
Jan 15, 2019 at 12:51 PM UTC
His name will live, brother
I feel hella ****** because it's like
if I would have known he was so cool
And it's like, if I would have watched interviews sooner, bro we were so alike
It's unfortunate because it's like, yo, when people die, that's when we like 'em, you know?
'Cause your remorse kinda makes you check 'em out
~~Lil' Peep
Jan 14, 2019
Jan 14, 2019 at 3:05 PM UTC
Ooh
Baby, I need you in my life, in my life
Please, bae, don't go switching side, switching sides
I swear this is where you reside, you reside
Ooh, please don't throw your love away
I'm nauseous, I'm dyin'
(She ripped my heart right out)
Can't find her, someone to
(My eyes are all cried out)
Lost it, riots
Gunfire inside my head, I've
Lost it, riots
Gunfire inside my head
Baby, I need you in my life, in my life
Please, bae, don't go switching side, switching sides
I swear this is where you reside.
~~Xxxtentacion
Jan 14, 2019
Jan 14, 2019 at 2:55 PM UTC
I'm sorry for my failers,
I'm sorry for all my imperfections and faults,
I'm sorry for all my tears and caring,
you made my world spin and take off like a lifeline,
I'm not bad and I'm not perfect,
I'm sorry, I'm not fake and don't change like you do,
sorry, I'm to not change and to die inside,
I'm sorry your heartless and immature,
I'm sorry that I really don't like you,
I cant fail and show im a clinically depressed,
no I got to show im not sorry for being a man,
im sorry for listening to my heart,
im sorry for having feelings,
but ill never be sorry for living,
im sorry i cut,
im sorry my attempts of death didnt please you,
im sorry i cant cry like i use to,
you were my drug,
but you like all the drugs do is fail,
as though i feel ashamed to feel sad but thats what our society does,
if you are not perfect or popular you are nothing,
your alone,
it's sad how many people feel of this emotion,
and yet others are happy,
it's sad to be sorry with your pride hurting,
can any of these feelings create a beauty of the arts,
my brain is in racing time spirals that cant stop,
i cant say sorry to you the way i wanted as my sadness and name remember it,
your sorry didnt come,
such sadness...
say sorry.
Jan 11, 2019
Jan 11, 2019 at 1:31 PM UTC
Suicide is just a way to leave a problem
Suicide is what no one wants
Suicide is what no one expects
Suicide is a stupid thing
Suicide is… what suicide no one really knows is
Suicide is something I don’t need
Suicide doesn’t solve your problem
Suicide makes you loose what you already have
Suicide is the only thing that makes one problem even bigger
Jan 11, 2019
Jan 11, 2019 at 1:24 PM UTC
As she lies bleeding on the floor
I promised I would do no more
Harm to Myself I really tried
But even I knew that I had lied
Now I am dying and no one is home
I has no help I is all alone
I wants to get up and fix it all
But there is no one left for her to call
Now as I dies on the floor
I hears everyone calling I a *****
I hears them calling out cutter-slut
Now I wishes I didn't cut
I wishes I could prove them wrong
But now that dream sounds far too long
I made the choice and now I will loose
I wishes that I could choose
If I could I would choose life
If only I didn't grab that knife
Jan 11, 2019
Jan 11, 2019 at 1:23 PM UTC
I know why we do it
there are all different reasons
for some it is the blood
for some it is the release
for some they just like the pain
it’s the only pain they can control
for others it is the sense of being in control
but for me it is the scars
those are what I crave
for they are permanent
something one can never take away
never
they will always be with me
I will never be alone
they will always tell me stories
stories of my pain
the pain of my life
Jan 11, 2019
Jan 11, 2019 at 1:21 PM UTC