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I start my day to the early Sun Shining, smiling, warm-hearted sun Then the anxiety crawls through my skin Clawing, calling, peel off dead skin Depression calls just like an old friend Crying, sighing, where are my friends Uncertainty for future begins to set in Worrying, watching, where to begin All I need is a singular cut Slicing, scarring, ruin my streak for what Clean for two years don't want it to end Denying, no crying, it will not end Addiction calls, I turned him away Leave me, feed me, you will go away The abuse of a child is still hurting me 10 years, 20 years, God let it cease Fighting of parents, I fall to my knees Implore, explore, I need help please Finally self-doubt is killing me Hurt yourself, **** yourself, the words haunt me Impending divorce blame lays on me Guilty, hurting, no one else blames me I'm not good enough, I'm not smart in school Fear, hear, failing in school My mirror reflection, an ugly sight to see Mocking, taunting, all genders appalled by me A small set of words are used to describe me Fat, ugly, daily vocabulary So I crawl into bed to see another day Breathing, sleeping, with morning comes a new say
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Jan 10, 2019
Jan 10, 2019 at 5:05 PM UTC
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I start my day to the early Sun Shining, smiling, warm-hearted sun Then the anxiety crawls through my skin Clawing, calling, peel off dead skin Depression calls just like an old friend Crying, sighing, where are my friends Uncertainty for future begins to set in Worrying, watching, where to begin All I need is a singular cut Slicing, scarring, ruin my streak for what Clean for two years don't want it to end Denying, no crying, it will not end Addiction calls, I turned him away Leave me, feed me, you will go away The abuse of a child is still hurting me 10 years, 20 years, God let it cease Fighting of parents, I fall to my knees Implore, explore, I need help please Finally self-doubt is killing me Hurt yourself, **** yourself, the words haunt me Impending divorce blame lays on me Guilty, hurting, no one else blames me I'm not good enough, I'm not smart in school Fear, hear, failing in school My mirror reflection, an ugly sight to see Mocking, taunting, all genders appalled by me A small set of words are used to describe me Fat, ugly, daily vocabulary So I crawl into bed to see another day Breathing, sleeping, with morning comes a new say
Man I was depressed as a teenager
#depression#suicide#mentalilness#selfharm#trigger
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GothicEssence
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Jan 10, 2019
Jan 10, 2019 at 5:05 PM UTC
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