Doth thou crimson turn to dust? Does death fulfill your hefty lust? Fallen angels bow to prey, raging demons come to play. Cry for help and sing your sorrow, darkness makes you very hollow. Feel the cold continue to linger, feel the touch of gentle fingers. Drown yourself in pools of tears, understand your deepest fears. Beautiful dreamer don't you cry, close your eyes and say goodbye.
A sinful soul is laid to rest, a protective cross upon her breast. Brush the hair from her cheek, pray the lord her soul to keep. May her rest be peaceful smiles, may her spirit soar for miles.Travel to the fields and obtain her flowers, time ticks slowly between the hours. Go back to her for she is waiting, hold her close to keep from fading. Carry her down to the river, saying goodbye makes you shiver. Lay her down in the warm summer springs, let her go to see her kings. Beautiful dreamer don't you cry, close your eyes and say goodbye.
Jan 10, 2019
Jan 10, 2019 at 5:40 PM UTC
I sit in silence, enveloped in darkness.
Why my sorrow beacons thee to bother me,
Why thy can not comprehend my lonesome is welcomed,
Why thy inhabit my domain,
Is quite beyond me indeed.
Please oh please explain to me,
Why you cant just let me be,
Is beyond me, quite beyond me indeed.
Don't you see?
I do not welcome thy company.
Please oh please just leave me be,
Why thy bother me is quite beyond me.
Jan 10, 2019
Jan 10, 2019 at 5:36 PM UTC
The dawn of midnight beckons me into it's frozen grasp.
The tears won't stop rolling down my face so I put on a mask.
No moon tonight to light my way into the morning's sun.
No stars to tell me where to go when I just need to run.
So I look into the black night, one last faithful time, and knock away the wooden chair to make my life not mine.
Jan 10, 2019
Jan 10, 2019 at 5:33 PM UTC
My family surrounds me, fake smile and false dreams
Yet I'm still alone, no one really is around me.
This not a home, but a raging war
I am all alone, never okay anymore.
Jan 10, 2019
Jan 10, 2019 at 5:30 PM UTC
Sometimes silence is much louder than words
Silence is staring into your soul
Pointing out every flaw
Every insecurity
The silence takes a toll
It tests you
How much can you take
Because sometimes
Silence can be much louder than words
Jan 10, 2019
Jan 10, 2019 at 5:28 PM UTC
I'm drowning in my sorrows
And I'm dying in my mind
I can't drown my demons
For they know how to hide
My raging emotions are not just a phase
Help me please
Take it all away
The sun doesn't shine
Doesn't exist in my mind
The rain pours down in the blackened sky
I used to fly
So very high
Now I die
Under angry skies
I'm bound by my emotions
Held back by my pain
I'm shackled by the insanity inside of my brain
I hurt inside
I need to release the pain
Help me please
Somebody
I'm going under
Jan 10, 2019
Jan 10, 2019 at 5:27 PM UTC
The tears drip down my face like a water color paint
Leaving trails of blue down my ivory skin
My freckle are splattered on by tree bark paint
My irises are covered in azure sky paint
The art of my world
Created by god
Causes me to smile
In the yellow painted sun
Jan 10, 2019
Jan 10, 2019 at 5:22 PM UTC
My hands are stained the color of crimson as I hold you now
Your jagged breathing
Broken skull
As tears roll down your perfect cheek
I say a quick prayer
Brush back your hair
And finally kiss your cheek
You only cry harder
Blood trickles down your jaw
Teeth stained brick red
And finally you take your last choked breath
Jan 10, 2019
Jan 10, 2019 at 5:14 PM UTC
I am all alone
In a place full of fear
Hold me close I need you dear
I'm fading
I'm falling
Into an abyss
I'm dying
I'm crying all alone in darkness
Is my soul pure
Will I make it to paradise
Or will I feel nothing
Frozen as ice
I repent for my sins
Darling I'm scared
I don't want to take my last breath of air
Especially
When no one is there
Jan 10, 2019
Jan 10, 2019 at 5:09 PM UTC
I start my day to the early Sun
Shining, smiling, warm-hearted sun
Then the anxiety crawls through my skin
Clawing, calling, peel off dead skin
Depression calls just like an old friend
Crying, sighing, where are my friends
Uncertainty for future begins to set in
Worrying, watching, where to begin
All I need is a singular cut
Slicing, scarring, ruin my streak for what
Clean for two years don't want it to end
Denying, no crying, it will not end
Addiction calls, I turned him away
Leave me, feed me, you will go away
The abuse of a child is still hurting me
10 years, 20 years, God let it cease
Fighting of parents, I fall to my knees
Implore, explore, I need help please
Finally self-doubt is killing me
Hurt yourself, **** yourself, the words haunt me
Impending divorce blame lays on me
Guilty, hurting, no one else blames me
I'm not good enough, I'm not smart in school
Fear, hear, failing in school
My mirror reflection, an ugly sight to see
Mocking, taunting, all genders appalled by me
A small set of words are used to describe me
Fat, ugly, daily vocabulary
So I crawl into bed to see another day
Breathing, sleeping, with morning comes a new say
Jan 10, 2019
Jan 10, 2019 at 5:05 PM UTC