every day the same
getting so accustomed to the mundane
engaged to the repetition
starting each day optimistic
and slowly remembering the sandpaper numbness
everything is the ******* same
reoccurrence- this deja vu
i feel like this has happened before
the past feeling like a foggy memory
i cant remember
ending the day exhausted
run out of steam
cant even pick up my head
my structure cracking from the weight
feels like my body might just give out
fold into a million pieces
and land on the ground
a perfect pile of skin and bone
Jan 6, 2019
Jan 6, 2019 at 9:03 PM UTC
every day the same
getting so accustomed to the mundane
engaged to the repetition
starting each day optimistic
and slowly remembering the sandpaper numbness
everything is the ******* same
reoccurrence- this deja vu
i feel like this has happened before
the past feeling like a foggy memory
i cant remember
ending the day exhausted
run out of steam
cant even pick up my head
my structure cracking from the weight
feels like my body might just give out
fold into a million pieces
and land on the ground
a perfect pile of skin and bone