My heart beats wildly
Fiercely.
But
I am an empty vessel.
No soul...
Nothing.
I yearn for something more.
But I won't let
Myself have it.
I will not allow
This sort
Of happiness
Belong in my
Life.
The one where
One loves
Another.
These are the rules
In my heart.
Permanently etched.
Wish I could melt
My feelings
Away.
Into.
A.
Giant.
Sea.
You see,
I am not cut out
For this happiness.
Overthinking.
Overdoing.
Overachieving.
Over-trying.
I am just over-everything.
Dec 10, 2018
Dec 10, 2018 at 6:52 PM UTC
My heart beats wildly
Fiercely.
But
I am an empty vessel.
No soul...
Nothing.
I yearn for something more.
But I won't let
Myself have it.
I will not allow
This sort
Of happiness
Belong in my
Life.
The one where
One loves
Another.
These are the rules
In my heart.
Permanently etched.
Wish I could melt
My feelings
Away.
Into.
A.
Giant.
Sea.
You see,
I am not cut out
For this happiness.
Overthinking.
Overdoing.
Overachieving.
Over-trying.
I am just over-everything.
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