I'm lost hungry and broke
I'm eating a 3 dollar sandwich
on the front steps of a bank
and chain smoking
I missed my bus
it's raining
passively
on my hands
I need a lot of things these days
and I have a lot of doubts
but nothing's changing
and nothing's getting better
I dropped out of school
I'm regretting a lot of things these days
but not that
pay my rent
keep my shoes tied
remember to eat and bathe
when I can
misplace and forget
nausea
exhaustion
I choke down my sanity
with a glass of water
every morning
the pills, the dependance
that's what makes me nauseous
and the cigarettes, the coffee, the whiskey
those too
like I said, the dependance
I'm not alone
and I'm not lonely
but my hands are cold
and my bed is colder
Jan 7, 2013
Jan 7, 2013 at 2:12 AM UTC
I'm lost hungry and broke
I'm eating a 3 dollar sandwich
on the front steps of a bank
and chain smoking
I missed my bus
it's raining
passively
on my hands
I need a lot of things these days
and I have a lot of doubts
but nothing's changing
and nothing's getting better
I dropped out of school
I'm regretting a lot of things these days
but not that
pay my rent
keep my shoes tied
remember to eat and bathe
when I can
misplace and forget
nausea
exhaustion
I choke down my sanity
with a glass of water
every morning
the pills, the dependance
that's what makes me nauseous
and the cigarettes, the coffee, the whiskey
those too
like I said, the dependance
I'm not alone
and I'm not lonely
but my hands are cold
and my bed is colder
