i always expected your hands
to be colder than they are
and your pulse to be steady
but sleepy smiles breathe blue light
and you almost kiss my forehead
nearly interlock fingers
before you catch yourself
and lie there against me
it's my fear through you, i know
i've stopped thinking tomorrow
will be the same as always
there is no longer any "same"
this afternoon i saw the words
"you deserve someone who isn't confused
about how they feel about you"
it made me sick to think
that i'm supposed to be sure
about an uncertain sensibility
you're stronger than i expected
a sea foam green breath of air
youthful but so sure
a shape shifting creature, it seems
to them a staccato exhale
towards me, legato and full
an armful of existence.
i recognize it but do not feel
it besides an ache in my core
reminding me that it is unfinished
the end of which
i do not know
but i can taste in the emptiness
of the evening
Nov 11, 2018
Nov 11, 2018 at 7:38 PM UTC
i always expected your hands
to be colder than they are
and your pulse to be steady
but sleepy smiles breathe blue light
and you almost kiss my forehead
nearly interlock fingers
before you catch yourself
and lie there against me
it's my fear through you, i know
i've stopped thinking tomorrow
will be the same as always
there is no longer any "same"
this afternoon i saw the words
"you deserve someone who isn't confused
about how they feel about you"
it made me sick to think
that i'm supposed to be sure
about an uncertain sensibility
you're stronger than i expected
a sea foam green breath of air
youthful but so sure
a shape shifting creature, it seems
to them a staccato exhale
towards me, legato and full
an armful of existence.
i recognize it but do not feel
it besides an ache in my core
reminding me that it is unfinished
the end of which
i do not know
but i can taste in the emptiness
of the evening
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