I wake up in a haze,
Dazed, wondering through a fog of
People, faces, voices
Breath, laughter
Clusters of long forgotten memories
Opening up those scars
That have twice healed over
Exposing them once again
Bleeding, dark droplets
And the dream deepens
As the essence flows
Through a stained body
A stained existence
Yearning for self redemption
I know not pity
To Caress me down
Sweet silk decadence
A flower known as a child
The petals buried deep
Into the earth
Awakened again
When the nostalgia ceases
When poison desires are expunged
The candle lit
When I am free
From myself
The laughter excavated
From the hollows of my soul
Memories of a willow,
Willow, willow
Widowed
Though I know not
Of a bond of gold
And silver, it is love
That I know of
And it was taken
And poisoned
With sweet elixirs
And gentle caresses
Laid to rest
Beautiful eyes
Beautiful lips
Memorized in their extravagance
But never known the same
As when she closed them
Forever lost
With distorted memories
In a world
That I cannot touch
With my crumbling hands
Left to wonder
If those eyes can be seen again,
Sweet deity of Venus
Golden locks that soothed
My troubles
I’ll fall asleep
Hoping to wake up
From this nightmare
Of this nothingness
And I
Will
Remember
What
Love
Was
Dec 27, 2012
Dec 27, 2012 at 11:36 PM UTC
I wake up in a haze,
Dazed, wondering through a fog of
People, faces, voices
Breath, laughter
Clusters of long forgotten memories
Opening up those scars
That have twice healed over
Exposing them once again
Bleeding, dark droplets
And the dream deepens
As the essence flows
Through a stained body
A stained existence
Yearning for self redemption
I know not pity
To Caress me down
Sweet silk decadence
A flower known as a child
The petals buried deep
Into the earth
Awakened again
When the nostalgia ceases
When poison desires are expunged
The candle lit
When I am free
From myself
The laughter excavated
From the hollows of my soul
Memories of a willow,
Willow, willow
Widowed
Though I know not
Of a bond of gold
And silver, it is love
That I know of
And it was taken
And poisoned
With sweet elixirs
And gentle caresses
Laid to rest
Beautiful eyes
Beautiful lips
Memorized in their extravagance
But never known the same
As when she closed them
Forever lost
With distorted memories
In a world
That I cannot touch
With my crumbling hands
Left to wonder
If those eyes can be seen again,
Sweet deity of Venus
Golden locks that soothed
My troubles
I’ll fall asleep
Hoping to wake up
From this nightmare
Of this nothingness
And I
Will
Remember
What
Love
Was
