I can't see your face through the dark room
only the glow from the tv shows your true outline
Like a coward, I keep still
Too scared to awaken and scream for help
I toss and turn hoping you'll leave
I was a child
Innocent
Why didn't you come forward when I woke and cried in my mother's arms
Were you ashamed then
Did you feel instant regret
Would you take it back
Lie to me and tell you will
Make it go away
Redeem me
Burn a hole in my memories until I feel my childhood pure
Leave me pure
Please, just tell me who you are
Just let me put a face to the nightmare that haunts me every time I close my eyes
Do you not owe me that at least
Can I just have my peace of mind and hurt you
Like you hurt me
Let me traumatize you the same way my bones feels your presence creep up on me
The shudder I feel flow through my legs and spine makes me freeze and remember
What I wish to forget
Let you live with the guilt that eats at my soul.
Oct 23, 2018
Oct 23, 2018 at 5:37 PM UTC
I can't see your face through the dark room
only the glow from the tv shows your true outline
Like a coward, I keep still
Too scared to awaken and scream for help
I toss and turn hoping you'll leave
I was a child
Innocent
Why didn't you come forward when I woke and cried in my mother's arms
Were you ashamed then
Did you feel instant regret
Would you take it back
Lie to me and tell you will
Make it go away
Redeem me
Burn a hole in my memories until I feel my childhood pure
Leave me pure
Please, just tell me who you are
Just let me put a face to the nightmare that haunts me every time I close my eyes
Do you not owe me that at least
Can I just have my peace of mind and hurt you
Like you hurt me
Let me traumatize you the same way my bones feels your presence creep up on me
The shudder I feel flow through my legs and spine makes me freeze and remember
What I wish to forget
Let you live with the guilt that eats at my soul.
