regret
comes crashing like the tides
all at once
pulling me under.
i gasp for air but there is only saltwater and tears.
i have a morbid fear of open ocean
maybe because it would mean
being alone
with my thoughts
that circle like sharks
and showers that
sting like jellyfish.
kayaks of self- preservation
shatter against the rocks.
there is no saving me.
let me sink
or i will drag you down with me.
please
leave me to drown.
Oct 18, 2018
Oct 18, 2018 at 1:51 AM UTC
regret
comes crashing like the tides
all at once
pulling me under.
i gasp for air but there is only saltwater and tears.
i have a morbid fear of open ocean
maybe because it would mean
being alone
with my thoughts
that circle like sharks
and showers that
sting like jellyfish.
kayaks of self- preservation
shatter against the rocks.
there is no saving me.
let me sink
or i will drag you down with me.
please
leave me to drown.
