why do I keep relying on people
it seems like every time I do
its just another letdown
another heartbreak
tell me tomorrow
do I believe that too
ha, you know I do
just keep on telling me those lies
watch me fade away
out of existence
into oblivion
watch me go
watch me leave
pretend to care
this is so unfair
I will stay at your knees
believe everything you say
be your slave
as I fade away
I fall to you
I love you
and you destroy me
I do all my good
for you
keep pushing me away
I will stay for you
until I am gone
I am at your quarter
I am all yours
until my forever doesnt exist
your words are like a knife
sharp and deadly
but at the same time
safe and comforting
so I will say at your mercy
I will be yours
when I am gone
please forget me
I am not worth remembering
I am nothing
a ghost thats what I am
I am yours until my heart is blackened
decayed
destroyed
I will give you my all
and I return
I will have nothing
Oct 17, 2018
Oct 17, 2018 at 11:45 AM UTC
why do I keep relying on people
it seems like every time I do
its just another letdown
another heartbreak
tell me tomorrow
do I believe that too
ha, you know I do
just keep on telling me those lies
watch me fade away
out of existence
into oblivion
watch me go
watch me leave
pretend to care
this is so unfair
I will stay at your knees
believe everything you say
be your slave
as I fade away
I fall to you
I love you
and you destroy me
I do all my good
for you
keep pushing me away
I will stay for you
until I am gone
I am at your quarter
I am all yours
until my forever doesnt exist
your words are like a knife
sharp and deadly
but at the same time
safe and comforting
so I will say at your mercy
I will be yours
when I am gone
please forget me
I am not worth remembering
I am nothing
a ghost thats what I am
I am yours until my heart is blackened
decayed
destroyed
I will give you my all
and I return
I will have nothing
many months ago...
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