I still feel lost sometimes
even if it's just for short, even if after it I'm fine.
I steel get lost
and look around but see nothing except dark
I wonder
where was my last path?
So I cry and lay down,
waiting for the demons to pass by
waiting for the end of the deepest night.
Then I wake up and try to remember
where I came from?
was it from South, East, West or North?
My feet move before I find an answer,
I can't help it, but I know why:
I'm scared I'll get paralyzed otherwise.
So I keep walking,
I am still walking,
but I don't think I know where I'm going.
Perhaps, is this the reason why I still get lost?
Should I maybe simply stop?
Oct 8, 2018
Oct 8, 2018 at 5:26 PM UTC
I still feel lost sometimes
even if it's just for short, even if after it I'm fine.
I steel get lost
and look around but see nothing except dark
I wonder
where was my last path?
So I cry and lay down,
waiting for the demons to pass by
waiting for the end of the deepest night.
Then I wake up and try to remember
where I came from?
was it from South, East, West or North?
My feet move before I find an answer,
I can't help it, but I know why:
I'm scared I'll get paralyzed otherwise.
So I keep walking,
I am still walking,
but I don't think I know where I'm going.
Perhaps, is this the reason why I still get lost?
Should I maybe simply stop?