saw myself walking around campus
contemplating about life, about me
it's not just the good things i need to focus
but also those that caused my plea
there are things, circumstances
which I cannot control
those of which triggers those chances
of getting myself into a brawl
yes, i'm always in a fight
a fight with myself, my mind
all the silent cries i have to experience every night
really felt like a daily grind
for other people,
they always thought I'm happy
but the truth is I'm in trouble
for pretending and being carefree
Oct 5, 2018
Oct 5, 2018 at 12:01 PM UTC
saw myself walking around campus
contemplating about life, about me
it's not just the good things i need to focus
but also those that caused my plea
there are things, circumstances
which I cannot control
those of which triggers those chances
of getting myself into a brawl
yes, i'm always in a fight
a fight with myself, my mind
all the silent cries i have to experience every night
really felt like a daily grind
for other people,
they always thought I'm happy
but the truth is I'm in trouble
for pretending and being carefree
Now that I knew more about myself, I realized that it wasn't healthy to just let it pass because there are things that we have to let go especially when it hurts you so much. Despite everything , I thank God and I'm truly grateful for my family who understands me.
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