Im ******* jealous.
Im jealous of someone i love.
Because someone that i want to love me,
It feels like they love everyone else so much more.
And it hurts.
And i feel guilty.
And i dont want this.
I didnt ask for it.
I would never.
I dont want it.
I want to feel better.
I want to be better.
You love so much
So many
Other people.
And. Its pretty ******* clear.
And.
When it comes to me.
Its observable.
But.
It doesnt feel like much
And i love you
And i want to love you
But.
How.
How does any of this even work.
How does any of it really even work.
This is stupid. Pretty stupid.
Often times. I think of just running
I want to run so bad
So god **** bad.
And then i think of other people.
And how much i ******* care.
And it all hurts.
All over again.
And so much moreso than before.
Oct 4, 2018
Oct 4, 2018 at 1:56 PM UTC
Im ******* jealous.
Im jealous of someone i love.
Because someone that i want to love me,
It feels like they love everyone else so much more.
And it hurts.
And i feel guilty.
And i dont want this.
I didnt ask for it.
I would never.
I dont want it.
I want to feel better.
I want to be better.
You love so much
So many
Other people.
And. Its pretty ******* clear.
And.
When it comes to me.
Its observable.
But.
It doesnt feel like much
And i love you
And i want to love you
But.
How.
How does any of this even work.
How does any of it really even work.
This is stupid. Pretty stupid.
Often times. I think of just running
I want to run so bad
So god **** bad.
And then i think of other people.
And how much i ******* care.
And it all hurts.
All over again.
And so much moreso than before.
No resolution?
I cant ******* think.
Should this be a new 'poem' of its own or not?
