
I am maybe a bit too sweet. Some may say over compensating. Its a mistake really. Long pour a second too long.
I am meant to be bitter. I should be bitter. I am supposed to be.
And yet here i am.
Like a delightening tea wrapping my warmth around the inside of your throat.
And you love it.
And you cant get enough.
Sometimes im sorry that im so good.
But maybe most times i am not.
Nov 6, 2019
Nov 6, 2019 at 9:47 AM UTC
Humans are like plants. We need water and we need sun.
When all the right conditions are met, a plant will thrive
But if there is too much or too little of any one element, a plant will suffer ill consequence.
Balance.
Oct 28, 2019
Oct 28, 2019 at 6:00 PM UTC
I dont know why im like this. I talk in riddles and i move in puzzles. Sorry.
Oct 22, 2019
Oct 22, 2019 at 11:10 AM UTC
The cold seeps through you
Into you
You become
The cold
You are cold.
It is not your fault
Impossible.
How can you be to blame
For a world that was already
Way too cold
To begine with.
Oct 18, 2019
Oct 18, 2019 at 10:31 AM UTC
Are you on?
Are you there?
Am i staring into the abyss today?
Will it be staring back at me again?
Are you staring back at me today?
Oct 18, 2019
Oct 18, 2019 at 10:30 AM UTC
Eventually
The cold seeps through you
Into you
You become
The cold
You are cold.
It is not your fault
Impossible.
How can you be to blame
For a world that was already
Way too cold
To begine with.
Oct 4, 2019
Oct 4, 2019 at 5:36 PM UTC
At around exactly 3 in the afternoon. After my mom found my birth certificate, i grabbed it and now im holding onto it myself. Its hard to trust people who dont trust you. Family has always been hard for me. Ever since 'the incident'. I think thats what did it. Thats what threw me overboard. But to me, as a kid, i thought i was just swimming. I didnt realize that everyone was on a boat slowly drifting farther and farther away from me. Or was i the one drifting away from them. Well. Now i know. Im older. I know better. Not the best-- but better. I realize how hard it is to tread water so while trying to keep myself afloat, im also trying to build a boat in which to make my whole life so much easier. There are sharks in these waters. Its nothing personal. Sharks gotta eat. And im tasty if i do say so myself. Blood sweet and thick enough to be confused for syrup. So. I have to work fast. I started too late. Im always late. Not much time left, i have to put all of my effort into this device. Lest i drown and my story ends all too soon.
Sep 14, 2019
Sep 14, 2019 at 3:20 PM UTC
Ive been drinking again. Lying to friends and losing them
Again with the ******** my same stupid drama.
In a world like today where else are you supposed to put your ********
Sep 7, 2019
Sep 7, 2019 at 3:49 AM UTC
Id see that
the remnants
of what once
was fiery blaze
Has now
seemed
to have been smothered.
I would notice
that
there was no movement
on the once
lively log.
That
the home
of the once
peaceful ants
was now
quiet,
empty,
no more.
A mere shell
and
a ghost
of once used to be.
I would see
this.
And without a thought,
i would
once again
set the log ablaze.
Id light the fire.
And id see
the ants
that might have
slept
through
the first calamity,
And i would wish them the best.
Sep 5, 2019
Sep 5, 2019 at 11:18 PM UTC