If there is anyone up there,
listening to me and my prayer.
Please pull me out of this situation.
If you created me then I ask you to destroy your creation.
I can't see any path which will lead me to a better life.
And I don't have the strength to hang myself or cut my wrist with a knife.
So, I kneel before you and ask you to do me a favour.
Send a beast on earth and I'll let him to devour.
Because that'll be the only precise punishment for my sin.
I am only giving pain to all my kith and kin.
If there's an afterlife then punish me with a life full of hell.
Trap me there for 1000 years and happily there I'll dwell.
If there's any reincarnation then curse me with a pernicious one,
Devoid of any air, devoid of light of moon or the Sun.
So, if my prayers are reaching you then punish me for my crime.
I give myself away and will fix it only the next time.
Sep 21, 2018
Sep 21, 2018 at 2:20 PM UTC
If there is anyone up there,
listening to me and my prayer.
Please pull me out of this situation.
If you created me then I ask you to destroy your creation.
I can't see any path which will lead me to a better life.
And I don't have the strength to hang myself or cut my wrist with a knife.
So, I kneel before you and ask you to do me a favour.
Send a beast on earth and I'll let him to devour.
Because that'll be the only precise punishment for my sin.
I am only giving pain to all my kith and kin.
If there's an afterlife then punish me with a life full of hell.
Trap me there for 1000 years and happily there I'll dwell.
If there's any reincarnation then curse me with a pernicious one,
Devoid of any air, devoid of light of moon or the Sun.
So, if my prayers are reaching you then punish me for my crime.
I give myself away and will fix it only the next time.
I've messed up this life so much that giving up seems like the only option. But I don't have the guts to do it.. So, I ask if there's anyone up there to take my life.
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