Why is it that whenever someone tells me
to speak up about my problems and open up to them,
all of a sudden, they just become this
uncrossable barrier, so difficult to talk to?
Why does it feel like
they never really meant what they told me
when they said,
"I'm here if you need to talk to anyone"?
And for the past few months,
it has been increasingly lonely.
I don't want to disturb anyone
whenever I want to talk to them.
Sep 20, 2018
Sep 20, 2018 at 9:43 AM UTC
Why is it that whenever someone tells me
to speak up about my problems and open up to them,
all of a sudden, they just become this
uncrossable barrier, so difficult to talk to?
Why does it feel like
they never really meant what they told me
when they said,
"I'm here if you need to talk to anyone"?
And for the past few months,
it has been increasingly lonely.
I don't want to disturb anyone
whenever I want to talk to them.
If I've ever chatted you randomly, please forgive me. I have no one to talk to and I often tell myself I should talk myself out of ending my life, and share my burdens.
But then again, I don't want to disturb anyone by being the daily source of negativity.
I hate being like this, I'm sorry.
