Dear friends, Sorry I can’t hang out
I’m too busy being emotional
Too busy numbing my feelings
Too busy stuck in this hole of self doubt
Sorry I can’t be enough for you
That I don’t want a ******* corporate job
That I don’t care about money or status
That I don’t wanna follow the path I was on
Sorry to myself
if I wind up like her
I just wanna find my purpose
Before it’s too late to know for sure
But I’m sorry if I become absent as your only light
i need to do what’s best for me
But Sometimes I don’t know what’s right
And I’m sorry that when you pass
I wasn’t there to take the same care
Cause you were like my parents but now I’m not even there
And I’m sorry that I broke your heart
That I still think about you every day
But I think it’s probably out of spite
Although I hope you are ok
I wonder how you’re doing I really hope life is swell
I’m sorry I haven’t been there to wish you well
Or tell you goodnight at the end of every day
But that’s really not my problem and that’s all I have to say
I don’t know why people say sorry so much
Too apologetic cause we are really not
And maybe we have sympathy which doesn’t mean a lot
When apathy overrules the empathetic thoughts
Sep 13, 2018
Sep 13, 2018 at 11:33 AM UTC
Dear friends, Sorry I can’t hang out
I’m too busy being emotional
Too busy numbing my feelings
Too busy stuck in this hole of self doubt
Sorry I can’t be enough for you
That I don’t want a ******* corporate job
That I don’t care about money or status
That I don’t wanna follow the path I was on
Sorry to myself
if I wind up like her
I just wanna find my purpose
Before it’s too late to know for sure
But I’m sorry if I become absent as your only light
i need to do what’s best for me
But Sometimes I don’t know what’s right
And I’m sorry that when you pass
I wasn’t there to take the same care
Cause you were like my parents but now I’m not even there
And I’m sorry that I broke your heart
That I still think about you every day
But I think it’s probably out of spite
Although I hope you are ok
I wonder how you’re doing I really hope life is swell
I’m sorry I haven’t been there to wish you well
Or tell you goodnight at the end of every day
But that’s really not my problem and that’s all I have to say
I don’t know why people say sorry so much
Too apologetic cause we are really not
And maybe we have sympathy which doesn’t mean a lot
When apathy overrules the empathetic thoughts
