Will I Be Homesick Forever?

pupnoggin Poems

woke up, said good morning hope one day i’ll actually mean it do i look as empty as i feel? i’ve been thinking about you i like the idea of you thinking about me what i’m doing is unhealthy and awful and yet i keep doing it i’d rather argue with you than be with someone else i didn't mean to hurt you but i'll do it again wish i could tell you what you mean to me wish you’d believe me if i did i love you but i’m not what you want/need did my love for you make you feel anything? did i at least make you feel something? may you find the peace you seek will i be homesick forever? i hope you know i meant every word of it all this love will **** me but i don’t think i mind take my hand, take my whole life too it’s not only a bad day people come and go their loss these tears will come and go you couldn’t do anything to me i wouldn’t do to myself you’re ruining everything you killed me with that final kiss goodbye i never stopped loving you i hope you’re well