I lay my head down
On the pillows of our past
Your indentation hasn't yet shifted
And I can still smell your essence
A twisted mix of shampoo and cheap cigarettes
Inhale.
It's almost like you're still with me
Blackened vision
The ghost of your arm wraps around me
Tighter than you ever had
Let me go.
You let me go.
Exhale.
The months fade like carbon paper etchings
Over time, I can't tell what you used to say
But I swear your voice
Still echoes down the hall
This isn't normal
And I'm proud now
That's half the problem
Inhale.
You breathe in daisies now.
Like I don't know how she smells.
Coconut and sunshine
Run off with your summer dream
While I'm stomping through
Snow angels
Hot boxing igloos, the way we used to
And you pretend to forget
Those nights we died between the stars
Exhale.
Pulse racing.
Suddenly I expose myself
Rip down the walls
Allow the hurt to spew into my vulnerability
Only a fool would miss you
This much
Well, color me brainless
As I breathe you in once more
Darling, I've been abandoned
For the thousandth time
And you'd think by now
I'd keep away
But that's the thing about
Fools in love,
We never learn.
We always think the ones we adore
Are worth the hurt.
They're not,
They're not.
But still,
I'll be waiting at your back door.
Knocking twice with a kick.
Our signal from 1997.
The street lights will gleam in our eyes.
As we try for the last time.
Exhale.
Just stay.
Dec 4, 2012
Dec 4, 2012 at 5:55 PM UTC
I lay my head down
On the pillows of our past
Your indentation hasn't yet shifted
And I can still smell your essence
A twisted mix of shampoo and cheap cigarettes
Inhale.
It's almost like you're still with me
Blackened vision
The ghost of your arm wraps around me
Tighter than you ever had
Let me go.
You let me go.
Exhale.
The months fade like carbon paper etchings
Over time, I can't tell what you used to say
But I swear your voice
Still echoes down the hall
This isn't normal
And I'm proud now
That's half the problem
Inhale.
You breathe in daisies now.
Like I don't know how she smells.
Coconut and sunshine
Run off with your summer dream
While I'm stomping through
Snow angels
Hot boxing igloos, the way we used to
And you pretend to forget
Those nights we died between the stars
Exhale.
Pulse racing.
Suddenly I expose myself
Rip down the walls
Allow the hurt to spew into my vulnerability
Only a fool would miss you
This much
Well, color me brainless
As I breathe you in once more
Darling, I've been abandoned
For the thousandth time
And you'd think by now
I'd keep away
But that's the thing about
Fools in love,
We never learn.
We always think the ones we adore
Are worth the hurt.
They're not,
They're not.
But still,
I'll be waiting at your back door.
Knocking twice with a kick.
Our signal from 1997.
The street lights will gleam in our eyes.
As we try for the last time.
Exhale.
Just stay.
