I guess we can consider this a toxic relationship
Where you have you the power to bless me with your shadows
Every so often
Because i allow you to re-enter the cherry blossomed gates of my universe without apology
For each and every time you’ve left me wondering
If you even still exist
I feel the stings of your inconsistency
The moment you decide to reappear
Upon my flesh
With sweet kisses of memoriam
Of that dreaded night of our introduction
Where gulps of Easy Jesus, whispered “take it Easy, Jesus,”
Yet i still chose to drown in my sins anyway
That beautiful brown clouded my vision
Led me to the scent of freshly cleansed white sheets
And four white walls
That reflect the violence that attacked my privacy
Acquainting me to the silent monster
That’s never present
Yet readily shows up for our quarterly meetings
Reminding me of
You
Aug 23, 2018
Aug 23, 2018 at 1:21 PM UTC
I guess we can consider this a toxic relationship
Where you have you the power to bless me with your shadows
Every so often
Because i allow you to re-enter the cherry blossomed gates of my universe without apology
For each and every time you’ve left me wondering
If you even still exist
I feel the stings of your inconsistency
The moment you decide to reappear
Upon my flesh
With sweet kisses of memoriam
Of that dreaded night of our introduction
Where gulps of Easy Jesus, whispered “take it Easy, Jesus,”
Yet i still chose to drown in my sins anyway
That beautiful brown clouded my vision
Led me to the scent of freshly cleansed white sheets
And four white walls
That reflect the violence that attacked my privacy
Acquainting me to the silent monster
That’s never present
Yet readily shows up for our quarterly meetings
Reminding me of
You
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