It hurt, it always hurt
But when it was with them,
It wasn’t so bad.
It wasn’t even bad, it was addictive.
In the world of unlikely friends
People like them
Were the equivalent of a shot of Jack
After a ****** up day or week.
Then he smashed that glass on my face
And forced himself on me.
He shoved his fingers in my ***
So hard I came.
Later that week he watched
Me get wet through my trousers,
In the mirror behind me.
All that from just a conversation.
And if it had been anyone else,
I would’ve kicked them out.
It was hardly a question of being unable to defend myself.
But in their hands
Pain and pleasure slept in the same bed.
In my bed, between my legs
And made out till dawn.
If it had been anyone else,
Heads would’ve rolled.
But he just gave me a painkiller
And rubbed benzodiazepine on my skin.
And somewhere between
Them pulling my hair
And threatening me
You know to make it feel more real
I fell in love...
Aug 15, 2018
Aug 15, 2018 at 8:36 AM UTC
It hurt, it always hurt
But when it was with them,
It wasn’t so bad.
It wasn’t even bad, it was addictive.
In the world of unlikely friends
People like them
Were the equivalent of a shot of Jack
After a ****** up day or week.
Then he smashed that glass on my face
And forced himself on me.
He shoved his fingers in my ***
So hard I came.
Later that week he watched
Me get wet through my trousers,
In the mirror behind me.
All that from just a conversation.
And if it had been anyone else,
I would’ve kicked them out.
It was hardly a question of being unable to defend myself.
But in their hands
Pain and pleasure slept in the same bed.
In my bed, between my legs
And made out till dawn.
If it had been anyone else,
Heads would’ve rolled.
But he just gave me a painkiller
And rubbed benzodiazepine on my skin.
And somewhere between
Them pulling my hair
And threatening me
You know to make it feel more real
I fell in love...
