In the deepest of nights
the monster comes to me
It hurts me so much
but it says
I t l o v e s m e
It tortures me deep into the night
consuming ever last bit of me until I'm almost
g o n e
That's when I start to control myself
I look down at the razor
'This isn't what I want to do'
I tell myself but
I d o i t a n y w a y.
Cut, C u t, C u t
It doesn't hurt but it distracts me
I don't want to cut up my arms so. . .
snip, s n i p, s n i p
I cut my hair instead and look at how pathetic I am
As the tears stream down my face I pick myself up and wait for tomorrow to get it fixed.
j.b.
Jul 30, 2018
Jul 30, 2018 at 4:49 PM UTC
In the deepest of nights
the monster comes to me
It hurts me so much
but it says
I t l o v e s m e
It tortures me deep into the night
consuming ever last bit of me until I'm almost
g o n e
That's when I start to control myself
I look down at the razor
'This isn't what I want to do'
I tell myself but
I d o i t a n y w a y.
Cut, C u t, C u t
It doesn't hurt but it distracts me
I don't want to cut up my arms so. . .
snip, s n i p, s n i p
I cut my hair instead and look at how pathetic I am
As the tears stream down my face I pick myself up and wait for tomorrow to get it fixed.
j.b.