she suddenly loses all control of herself.
her fingers are twitching and dropping razors
her jaw is clenched and her head is rattling
with the secrets of her blood
shhh,
don't spill the (blood) beans
her eyes are unfocused and everything around her
looks fifty feet away and yet
inexplicably detailed
she can smell his shampoo
on her fingers and
she can smell the scent of almonds
on her forearms
her feet won't stop tapping the beat
of a song she can't remember
her hair is tangling itself in her
fists, bruised from contact with her hipbone
she wants to be
destroyed
by hands that she (trusts) loves
Nov 14, 2012
Nov 14, 2012 at 3:34 PM UTC
she suddenly loses all control of herself.
her fingers are twitching and dropping razors
her jaw is clenched and her head is rattling
with the secrets of her blood
shhh,
don't spill the (blood) beans
her eyes are unfocused and everything around her
looks fifty feet away and yet
inexplicably detailed
she can smell his shampoo
on her fingers and
she can smell the scent of almonds
on her forearms
her feet won't stop tapping the beat
of a song she can't remember
her hair is tangling itself in her
fists, bruised from contact with her hipbone
she wants to be
destroyed
by hands that she (trusts) loves
