I feel the pain and I push it away
I’ll Fill my mind with other stuff today
Yet you creep back in it’s hard to shake
Wondering what you think and feel is hard to take
I don’t know a thing, I’m in the dark
My Parental pain tears at my heart
The only thing that was sweet and pure
Lost to me through class A allure
I’m sorry baby, you will never know
How I roll in pain and agony so
But not for me, but for precious you
A daddy should be a proud and stable statue
I let you down and destroyed my soul
I don't know who i am now, or where to go
I’ve lost my baby, my heart and my pride
The grass is never greener on the other side
I will carry on fighting and I will never stop
I will get you back I will come out on top...
Yeah right, my fate is sealed
No more cuddles, no more love I finally yield.
Take her and take her fast
And while you’re there point that gun and blast
Oh that would be so simple, such an easy way out
Just stupid thoughts from a useless lout
I’m in a bad place, a deep depression, in a fudge
Hours and days and thousands of pounds in front of a judge
To no avail, I sit back broken and bent
dead inside from the years fighting I've spent
She was my anchor, my hopes and my pride
She was also my deepest fears on an opposite tide
Now those fears have finally come true
9 months 13 days and 2 hours since I last saw you.
By J.N
Jun 28, 2018
Jun 28, 2018 at 9:08 AM UTC
I feel the pain and I push it away
I’ll Fill my mind with other stuff today
Yet you creep back in it’s hard to shake
Wondering what you think and feel is hard to take
I don’t know a thing, I’m in the dark
My Parental pain tears at my heart
The only thing that was sweet and pure
Lost to me through class A allure
I’m sorry baby, you will never know
How I roll in pain and agony so
But not for me, but for precious you
A daddy should be a proud and stable statue
I let you down and destroyed my soul
I don't know who i am now, or where to go
I’ve lost my baby, my heart and my pride
The grass is never greener on the other side
I will carry on fighting and I will never stop
I will get you back I will come out on top...
Yeah right, my fate is sealed
No more cuddles, no more love I finally yield.
Take her and take her fast
And while you’re there point that gun and blast
Oh that would be so simple, such an easy way out
Just stupid thoughts from a useless lout
I’m in a bad place, a deep depression, in a fudge
Hours and days and thousands of pounds in front of a judge
To no avail, I sit back broken and bent
dead inside from the years fighting I've spent
She was my anchor, my hopes and my pride
She was also my deepest fears on an opposite tide
Now those fears have finally come true
9 months 13 days and 2 hours since I last saw you.
By J.N
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