I can't turn you down
I have every intention
of saying
No.
I can't.
I can't keep torturing myself like this.
But, when the moment comes
I can't resist
It's just the way it is
and we both know it
Because I crave feeling
you close to me,
holding me
for a moment
allowing ourselves
to be one
Because the moment
when you kiss my forehead
my heart beats out
of my chest, so hard
I'm scared you can feel it
pressed up against yours
and melts,
into a pool of your own
I can't turn you down
Not in those
rare moments of
tenderness
with an honesty
that touch can never
betray
in the way words & silences
can and will
And all my resolve
and self-control
evaporates
like the sparks flying
into the night sky
As we take off
each other's clothes
entering into our
forbidden
When the lights turn down
I can't turn you down
But when we wake
to the light of day
we go back to being
just you
and me.
Disentangling our legs
and souls
And after you leave
I lie there still
and vow to myself
that next time
I will turn you down
Jun 20, 2018
Jun 20, 2018 at 5:18 PM UTC
I can't turn you down
I have every intention
of saying
No.
I can't.
I can't keep torturing myself like this.
But, when the moment comes
I can't resist
It's just the way it is
and we both know it
Because I crave feeling
you close to me,
holding me
for a moment
allowing ourselves
to be one
Because the moment
when you kiss my forehead
my heart beats out
of my chest, so hard
I'm scared you can feel it
pressed up against yours
and melts,
into a pool of your own
I can't turn you down
Not in those
rare moments of
tenderness
with an honesty
that touch can never
betray
in the way words & silences
can and will
And all my resolve
and self-control
evaporates
like the sparks flying
into the night sky
As we take off
each other's clothes
entering into our
forbidden
When the lights turn down
I can't turn you down
But when we wake
to the light of day
we go back to being
just you
and me.
Disentangling our legs
and souls
And after you leave
I lie there still
and vow to myself
that next time
I will turn you down