i fear i am too much for you.
too many feelings,
both good and bad.
too many opinions,
too much anxiety,
too much noise.
i'm afraid you don't want me anymore,
now that you've gotten to know me.
now that you've realized how clingy i am,
how i thrive off of attention,
how much trauma i've been through and how badly it has affected me.
now that you know how honest i am,
how much i overshare with some people,
and never share with others.
now that you are aware how the smallest thing can put me in the worst mood,
how i need constant validation or i shut down.
i am so ******* terrified,
that i've scared you away.
just by showing you who i am
Jun 18, 2018
Jun 18, 2018 at 4:12 PM UTC
i fear i am too much for you.
too many feelings,
both good and bad.
too many opinions,
too much anxiety,
too much noise.
i'm afraid you don't want me anymore,
now that you've gotten to know me.
now that you've realized how clingy i am,
how i thrive off of attention,
how much trauma i've been through and how badly it has affected me.
now that you know how honest i am,
how much i overshare with some people,
and never share with others.
now that you are aware how the smallest thing can put me in the worst mood,
how i need constant validation or i shut down.
i am so ******* terrified,
that i've scared you away.
just by showing you who i am
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