hate and agony
you see, as i was stirring my iced coffee and felt it near my chest, i never thought the outside cold could keep me warm
the same way the fire ablazed could quench the numb, making me feel a different brew, late morning of 120th independence day.
hate. i took my first sip--
the long journey of the cold water down my throat to my grumbling stomach
i thought of yours,
for all the days i've met anew
dark and blank thoughts you've thrown aflew
for all the cold nights and misty mornings
for all the rush i felt was true,
your breeze will the hardest to take my mind off to
---
agony. i was halfway through---
the hazy surrounding clouds my mind
my body was calling for a trickle of water
while my rhyme has gone awry
i've been feeling your leaving
how it'll awaken my demons and long for--
the apologies and paradoxes,
your scent and your smile,
the voice that screams through my mind.
i never knew how
and now i feel like i am getting ready for something i should have been on feet for
i never knew how to start
when all this long i've been seeing the omega
i never knew how to end this and pack my bags
that in the morning i kiss you goodbye
i'd be awaken from a dream, an epic of mystery and sadness
and i will feel a hole in my heart for something missing i left from that dream--
my guide as i wandered through the tangled vines and flooded streams
my feet when i couldn't stand and my mouth when i couldn't speak
the armor who covered the darkness with light--
---
as i open my eyes,
let me find you.
and allow me as my eyes bleeds to the ground
searching for your tracks
that is why i am telling you
don't sleep tight
i won't let go of that light
Jun 11, 2018
Jun 11, 2018 at 10:00 PM UTC
hate and agony
you see, as i was stirring my iced coffee and felt it near my chest, i never thought the outside cold could keep me warm
the same way the fire ablazed could quench the numb, making me feel a different brew, late morning of 120th independence day.
hate. i took my first sip--
the long journey of the cold water down my throat to my grumbling stomach
i thought of yours,
for all the days i've met anew
dark and blank thoughts you've thrown aflew
for all the cold nights and misty mornings
for all the rush i felt was true,
your breeze will the hardest to take my mind off to
---
agony. i was halfway through---
the hazy surrounding clouds my mind
my body was calling for a trickle of water
while my rhyme has gone awry
i've been feeling your leaving
how it'll awaken my demons and long for--
the apologies and paradoxes,
your scent and your smile,
the voice that screams through my mind.
i never knew how
and now i feel like i am getting ready for something i should have been on feet for
i never knew how to start
when all this long i've been seeing the omega
i never knew how to end this and pack my bags
that in the morning i kiss you goodbye
i'd be awaken from a dream, an epic of mystery and sadness
and i will feel a hole in my heart for something missing i left from that dream--
my guide as i wandered through the tangled vines and flooded streams
my feet when i couldn't stand and my mouth when i couldn't speak
the armor who covered the darkness with light--
---
as i open my eyes,
let me find you.
and allow me as my eyes bleeds to the ground
searching for your tracks
that is why i am telling you
don't sleep tight
i won't let go of that light
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