Two days before:
I leave to meet my biological sisters
In a different country
For the first time
I find out you are getting married.
For the last two years:
I have struggled
Attempting to learn how to live,
Instead of just survive
Without you.
Too often:
I feel as though I am just existing
Surviving...
Until the day I die.
Today:
I left the country
Now I am back.
Back to just existing
Waiting...
For death.
Jun 5, 2018
Jun 5, 2018 at 8:56 PM UTC
Two days before:
I leave to meet my biological sisters
In a different country
For the first time
I find out you are getting married.
For the last two years:
I have struggled
Attempting to learn how to live,
Instead of just survive
Without you.
Too often:
I feel as though I am just existing
Surviving...
Until the day I die.
Today:
I left the country
Now I am back.
Back to just existing
Waiting...
For death.
