For a long time, I hated you. I hated you for not loving me like I loved you. I hated you for making me stand by and watch you with her. I hated you.
Then I let you go. I let you go because I needed to move on. I let you go because I didn't like who I was when I was with you. I let you go because I couldn't take it anymore.
Then you came back. I still hate you. I hate you for being selfish. I hate you for making me question how much I have changed since you left. I hate you for making me miss you again.
I'm waiting to be indifferent.
May 7, 2018
May 7, 2018 at 8:58 PM UTC
For a long time, I hated you. I hated you for not loving me like I loved you. I hated you for making me stand by and watch you with her. I hated you.
Then I let you go. I let you go because I needed to move on. I let you go because I didn't like who I was when I was with you. I let you go because I couldn't take it anymore.
Then you came back. I still hate you. I hate you for being selfish. I hate you for making me question how much I have changed since you left. I hate you for making me miss you again.
I'm waiting to be indifferent.
"The opposite of love isn't hate, its indifference." - Elie Wiesel