After days of sleep and always staying indoors
I stepped outside then the rain began to pour
The irony, I thought.. I looked up at the sky and yelled
“Anything more?!”
The raindrops began to hit the pavement
What a strange scent, the cold rain on hot cement
I already committed to going out I couldn’t go back now
But back inside my shelter I went
I didn’t have an umbrella or raincoat
I wanted to go back on steemit, read articles and upvote
Scroll through that one tab on the front page, called promote
But I’ve already committed on going out today,
I even jotted it down on my “to do” note
So I got my car keys, jean jacket and phone
I started to drive to some place new, unknown
My first instinct was to start driving to visit her
Bring flowers and say hi to her gravestone
I fought my urge and went towards the coast
Radio on low, I thought about what I missed most
I parked on a hill overlooking the ocean
“Torrey Pines” it said on the signpost
I followed a walkway that was paved with stones
It was nice to be outdoors on my own
I kept wanting to stay indoors and postpone
accepting life without her
soft skin, gold hoops, french cologne
fragile bones
Worst part about it is I lost my best friend
It's devastating, I'm not going to pretend
my world is shattered but they keep telling me,
“time will mend”
Apr 16, 2018
Apr 16, 2018 at 2:49 AM UTC
After days of sleep and always staying indoors
I stepped outside then the rain began to pour
The irony, I thought.. I looked up at the sky and yelled
“Anything more?!”
The raindrops began to hit the pavement
What a strange scent, the cold rain on hot cement
I already committed to going out I couldn’t go back now
But back inside my shelter I went
I didn’t have an umbrella or raincoat
I wanted to go back on steemit, read articles and upvote
Scroll through that one tab on the front page, called promote
But I’ve already committed on going out today,
I even jotted it down on my “to do” note
So I got my car keys, jean jacket and phone
I started to drive to some place new, unknown
My first instinct was to start driving to visit her
Bring flowers and say hi to her gravestone
I fought my urge and went towards the coast
Radio on low, I thought about what I missed most
I parked on a hill overlooking the ocean
“Torrey Pines” it said on the signpost
I followed a walkway that was paved with stones
It was nice to be outdoors on my own
I kept wanting to stay indoors and postpone
accepting life without her
soft skin, gold hoops, french cologne
fragile bones
Worst part about it is I lost my best friend
It's devastating, I'm not going to pretend
my world is shattered but they keep telling me,
“time will mend”