When the love is gone
And the tie of family is broken
When the last person you looked up to dies
And they wouldn't even tell you.
When you wake up
Feeling like you're having a heart attack
And your guts are screaming
When you lay awake on those sleepless nights
Wondering how it all went to ***
They say you play the victim
And that you aren't trustworthy anymore
Then tell me how
How do I be normal
When my innocence was torn asunder.
When every sacred inch of my body and soul
Was ***** over and over.
Tell me how
I am to be trustworthy
When all I have trusted
Have hurt me
Again
And again
And again.
Smile she said
I hate to see you sad.
When all those around me
Want nothing more
Than to see me cry.
The tears are worthless
And the constant crippling fear
Is all for nothing.
When you're blinded
By constant anger and rage.
When all you see is red
and evil in this world.
I can't smile anymore.
My world is falling apart
Every breath I take is laboured
And every piece of love I give
Is never enough.
When you're on the ground
Bleeding and broken
Begging for it all to stop.
The only thing to comfort you
Is he bottom of a boot
Stomping you over and over again.
Every shred of dignity is lost.
No longer are you human.
Just another pawn of life.
And never
Ever
A real
Person.
Apr 4, 2018
Apr 4, 2018 at 12:02 AM UTC
When the love is gone
And the tie of family is broken
When the last person you looked up to dies
And they wouldn't even tell you.
When you wake up
Feeling like you're having a heart attack
And your guts are screaming
When you lay awake on those sleepless nights
Wondering how it all went to ***
They say you play the victim
And that you aren't trustworthy anymore
Then tell me how
How do I be normal
When my innocence was torn asunder.
When every sacred inch of my body and soul
Was ***** over and over.
Tell me how
I am to be trustworthy
When all I have trusted
Have hurt me
Again
And again
And again.
Smile she said
I hate to see you sad.
When all those around me
Want nothing more
Than to see me cry.
The tears are worthless
And the constant crippling fear
Is all for nothing.
When you're blinded
By constant anger and rage.
When all you see is red
and evil in this world.
I can't smile anymore.
My world is falling apart
Every breath I take is laboured
And every piece of love I give
Is never enough.
When you're on the ground
Bleeding and broken
Begging for it all to stop.
The only thing to comfort you
Is he bottom of a boot
Stomping you over and over again.
Every shred of dignity is lost.
No longer are you human.
Just another pawn of life.
And never
Ever
A real
Person.
