I'm just trying to figure this life out
not sure what I'm hiding from
just know I'm scared to show
my heart
sometimes..
I lay in bed staring at the walls
constantly daydreaming
I don't know what to believe in
life has no meaning
I didn't want to fall this far
even though I keep climbing
my hands are getting weak
from all the stress…
I don't know how long I've got left
barely holding on
but his smile keeps my
lonely heart beating
th-thud,
th-thud,
th-thud,
like a beating drum.
I look over into his hazel eyes
and my worry just dies
I take another deep breath
and exhale slow
and soft
Something in this moment
showing me the way I need to go
I can't lose hope.
Apr 2, 2018
Apr 2, 2018 at 9:16 PM UTC
I'm just trying to figure this life out
not sure what I'm hiding from
just know I'm scared to show
my heart
sometimes..
I lay in bed staring at the walls
constantly daydreaming
I don't know what to believe in
life has no meaning
I didn't want to fall this far
even though I keep climbing
my hands are getting weak
from all the stress…
I don't know how long I've got left
barely holding on
but his smile keeps my
lonely heart beating
th-thud,
th-thud,
th-thud,
like a beating drum.
I look over into his hazel eyes
and my worry just dies
I take another deep breath
and exhale slow
and soft
Something in this moment
showing me the way I need to go
I can't lose hope.
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