I tried to write a poem
about how I felt
but
the paper just stayed empty because
how do you write out
the sudden realization
that because you trusted and told a secret
a friend will never look at you the same
how do you write out
your screams when
he lays his cold hands
on your body
how do you write out
the red of your skin
after trying to
scrub his touch off
how do you write out
the sound of her voice
when she laughs and
calls your name
how do you write out
the taste of your tears
when your parents say
you’ll always be a girl
how do you write out
loneliness and watching
your two friends talk and laugh
while you just sit quietly
how do you write out
jealousy and regret
when you see how little
everyone cares
I don’t know how
to write this poem
I guess I’m just not
a good poet.
Mar 29, 2018
Mar 29, 2018 at 8:16 PM UTC
I tried to write a poem
about how I felt
but
the paper just stayed empty because
how do you write out
the sudden realization
that because you trusted and told a secret
a friend will never look at you the same
how do you write out
your screams when
he lays his cold hands
on your body
how do you write out
the red of your skin
after trying to
scrub his touch off
how do you write out
the sound of her voice
when she laughs and
calls your name
how do you write out
the taste of your tears
when your parents say
you’ll always be a girl
how do you write out
loneliness and watching
your two friends talk and laugh
while you just sit quietly
how do you write out
jealousy and regret
when you see how little
everyone cares
I don’t know how
to write this poem
I guess I’m just not
a good poet.
I'm just not a good poet.
