You come into my life
Again
Unannounced
Random
Unwanted
After I have finally begun to heal
And you open the wound back up
Tearing
Pulling
Prying
Hurting me as you go
Not a word spoken
Just the sight of you leaves me feeling scared
Horrified
More than just a little paranoid.
What if you try to hurt me again?
You frighten me
Make me sick
Nauseous
The rank smell
The vile taste
Of *****
Making my insides cringe
You used to be there
In the innermost part of me
Physically, mentally, emotionally
You had every part of me.
It’s your fault. You, who claims he knows nothing of what he did.
“I swear, I never meant to hurt you, I’m sorry.”
********
You aren’t sorry. You know what you did. How could you not?
You know you nearly killed me with your words
That flow from your mouth
Uncontrollable
Like a raging river of lies and deceit
Untrustworthy is what you are
Is what you mean to me
Nothing.
Absolutely nothing. Not even a stranger. For I would treat
a stranger better than you.
An animal better than you
A pile of feces better than you
You are the lowest of the low
You ask me to be your “friend”
No. you don’t know the meaning of the word
How dare you try to corrupt that blessed status
You selfish, evil, conniving, *******
You can burn in Hell. In the deepest darkest parts where brimstone is so strong it engulfs you in a whirlwind of unpleasurable, rank, decaying, vile smells and tastes.
That is where you belong.
That is where you will stay
In the blacked out part of my memory, where I wish we had never happened
And I hope on day you will realize what you did
And die.
Oct 2, 2012
Oct 2, 2012 at 6:42 PM UTC
You come into my life
Again
Unannounced
Random
Unwanted
After I have finally begun to heal
And you open the wound back up
Tearing
Pulling
Prying
Hurting me as you go
Not a word spoken
Just the sight of you leaves me feeling scared
Horrified
More than just a little paranoid.
What if you try to hurt me again?
You frighten me
Make me sick
Nauseous
The rank smell
The vile taste
Of *****
Making my insides cringe
You used to be there
In the innermost part of me
Physically, mentally, emotionally
You had every part of me.
It’s your fault. You, who claims he knows nothing of what he did.
“I swear, I never meant to hurt you, I’m sorry.”
********
You aren’t sorry. You know what you did. How could you not?
You know you nearly killed me with your words
That flow from your mouth
Uncontrollable
Like a raging river of lies and deceit
Untrustworthy is what you are
Is what you mean to me
Nothing.
Absolutely nothing. Not even a stranger. For I would treat
a stranger better than you.
An animal better than you
A pile of feces better than you
You are the lowest of the low
You ask me to be your “friend”
No. you don’t know the meaning of the word
How dare you try to corrupt that blessed status
You selfish, evil, conniving, *******
You can burn in Hell. In the deepest darkest parts where brimstone is so strong it engulfs you in a whirlwind of unpleasurable, rank, decaying, vile smells and tastes.
That is where you belong.
That is where you will stay
In the blacked out part of my memory, where I wish we had never happened
And I hope on day you will realize what you did
And die.
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