I am dying inside
But no one noticed
I keep on smiling
To hide those tears.
I thought I found myself
Why I am so displeased?
Sometimes I wonder
Why do I exist?
I keep on insisting to myself to stay positive
I end up thinking those negative
I fought so hard to cast or hide my demons
And yet they whisper they won't
They're building their empire inside my heart
And a little time left to start conquering my soul.
I want to find myself, but I am not lost
I want to save myself, but am I drowning?
I want to help myself, but how?
I want to love myself, now.
-shakazaqui 12/12/17
Mar 9, 2018
Mar 9, 2018 at 10:15 PM UTC
I am dying inside
But no one noticed
I keep on smiling
To hide those tears.
I thought I found myself
Why I am so displeased?
Sometimes I wonder
Why do I exist?
I keep on insisting to myself to stay positive
I end up thinking those negative
I fought so hard to cast or hide my demons
And yet they whisper they won't
They're building their empire inside my heart
And a little time left to start conquering my soul.
I want to find myself, but I am not lost
I want to save myself, but am I drowning?
I want to help myself, but how?
I want to love myself, now.
-shakazaqui 12/12/17
Tell me how. Tell me now. I know it's a little late. But I believe it's not too late. :)
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