today i felt the need to let go.
no, im not telling you for the
sake of seeking attention.
but today i had to let go...
let go of my worries,
stresses, thoughts, insecurities
that have been engulfing me;
worsening by the moment.
so i erased it all from my mind.
only giving it the freedom
to return at any other time
any other time
but now.
because i could no longer carry
the suffocating weight of
the burden of those feelings
on my mind
my sanity was on the
brink of mental destruction,
overwhelming and no control.
so i let it out feelings and thoughts
in a way that brought with it
a limited peace card.
in the form of steamy streams of
hot torrents that manifested
the arduous pain - my bottled up
emotions and its result that
came in floods leaving me feeling
a drip of rectifying relief...
but not close to
feeling satisfied.
although to be honest
it pacified me
long enough for me
to attentively apprehend
that emotions and feelings
were tides; continuously
falling and rising
but with time
I’d be in the last stages
of my metamorphosis
I’d be in control of the tide
I’d be surfing along its waves
finally infused with tranquility
because for the first time
in what would be a long time,
i would be at peace.
-z
Feb 22, 2018
Feb 22, 2018 at 7:31 AM UTC
today i felt the need to let go.
no, im not telling you for the
sake of seeking attention.
but today i had to let go...
let go of my worries,
stresses, thoughts, insecurities
that have been engulfing me;
worsening by the moment.
so i erased it all from my mind.
only giving it the freedom
to return at any other time
any other time
but now.
because i could no longer carry
the suffocating weight of
the burden of those feelings
on my mind
my sanity was on the
brink of mental destruction,
overwhelming and no control.
so i let it out feelings and thoughts
in a way that brought with it
a limited peace card.
in the form of steamy streams of
hot torrents that manifested
the arduous pain - my bottled up
emotions and its result that
came in floods leaving me feeling
a drip of rectifying relief...
but not close to
feeling satisfied.
although to be honest
it pacified me
long enough for me
to attentively apprehend
that emotions and feelings
were tides; continuously
falling and rising
but with time
I’d be in the last stages
of my metamorphosis
I’d be in control of the tide
I’d be surfing along its waves
finally infused with tranquility
because for the first time
in what would be a long time,
i would be at peace.
-z
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