A slip
A stutter
I fell way deep
Into that trap
my life once surrounded
just as it surrounded me
i could not escape
until it no longer wanted me
and put me high high high up
Out of the temptation
Away from the attention
I so desperately wanted to just jump
Jump and fall until
I hit that sweet spot
Back into it's entrancing world
But with every step I took towards
Falling in
The farther away the ledge was
From my feet.
Sealing off
a world that I was
Accustomed to
And now
I think about recovering
And also
I think about slipping back in
And
I think that I will never learn
Feb 6, 2018
Feb 6, 2018 at 4:43 PM UTC
A slip
A stutter
I fell way deep
Into that trap
my life once surrounded
just as it surrounded me
i could not escape
until it no longer wanted me
and put me high high high up
Out of the temptation
Away from the attention
I so desperately wanted to just jump
Jump and fall until
I hit that sweet spot
Back into it's entrancing world
But with every step I took towards
Falling in
The farther away the ledge was
From my feet.
Sealing off
a world that I was
Accustomed to
And now
I think about recovering
And also
I think about slipping back in
And
I think that I will never learn
