In the end,
you've only managed to pull the trigger first.
And yet,
knowing full well the consequences,
I struck on,
hoping that someday my love would fall true.
It was my mistake.
How was I to know
— a man bereft of possessions and purpose —
that you
— glorious, important, so very very tired —
required more than:
a single glance,
a sidelong smile,
a tender touch,
a silent moment...
These things no longer exist,
or, at least,
if they do,
I have no idea how to find them with you.
Sep 6, 2012
Sep 6, 2012 at 7:08 AM UTC
In the end,
you've only managed to pull the trigger first.
And yet,
knowing full well the consequences,
I struck on,
hoping that someday my love would fall true.
It was my mistake.
How was I to know
— a man bereft of possessions and purpose —
that you
— glorious, important, so very very tired —
required more than:
a single glance,
a sidelong smile,
a tender touch,
a silent moment...
These things no longer exist,
or, at least,
if they do,
I have no idea how to find them with you.
