and then there are nights
when I just feel like ****
useless, stupid, petty
I get jealous over the stupidest things
then I get angry at my anxiety
but what if it's not anxiety?
I'm so ugly
I have acne
I don't party
I'm not an exciting or fun time
I study too much
why would you love me?
no, stop, you idiot
he cares so much about you
he'd do anything for you
stop belittling him
...but what if he gets bored?
It's during these nights
that I don't talk a lot
you wonder if I hate you
you worry I might break up with you
baby I love you so much
I just sometimes wonder
how do you love me?
I can't even love myself
Jan 26, 2018
Jan 26, 2018 at 9:47 PM UTC
and then there are nights
when I just feel like ****
useless, stupid, petty
I get jealous over the stupidest things
then I get angry at my anxiety
but what if it's not anxiety?
I'm so ugly
I have acne
I don't party
I'm not an exciting or fun time
I study too much
why would you love me?
no, stop, you idiot
he cares so much about you
he'd do anything for you
stop belittling him
...but what if he gets bored?
It's during these nights
that I don't talk a lot
you wonder if I hate you
you worry I might break up with you
baby I love you so much
I just sometimes wonder
how do you love me?
I can't even love myself
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