my only love was created by hating yours.
i hated your happiness, and that brought me to a place of destruction,
where i spent late nights drowning in the thoughts of you.
in those hours, a lover took my hand and brought me away from myself,
to a place where happiness existed without empty bottles.
and then you found my happy with jealous green eyes,
and then you took it all from me in a matter of seconds,
pretending your love was more than mine could ever be.
and it was easy for you,
because i was a cynic.
and no one could change that.
Jan 13, 2018
Jan 13, 2018 at 5:14 AM UTC
my only love was created by hating yours.
i hated your happiness, and that brought me to a place of destruction,
where i spent late nights drowning in the thoughts of you.
in those hours, a lover took my hand and brought me away from myself,
to a place where happiness existed without empty bottles.
and then you found my happy with jealous green eyes,
and then you took it all from me in a matter of seconds,
pretending your love was more than mine could ever be.
and it was easy for you,
because i was a cynic.
and no one could change that.
